Mental vs Physical
It's funny that how staying at home for a day fucks up my mental health and how going out does the same to my physical health.... It's so funny that I am not even laughing anymore. I was down with fever a few days back and it drained me of whatever energy I thought I had. I think it was COVID but who cares now.. we just pop pills and move ahead with life . Anyways!! It drained my body less and my mind more . For four days straight I felt like shit.. my mental health was down in drains. My will to live came crashing down📉. It felt like i was so lonely, nobody loves me and I wished to be a plant in the next life( that's a story for some other time🙃🙃).Just as I got better and came back to work I realised that how much I love it here ( Can't believe I'm saying that😅)- just feeling the sun on my skin or should I say rain as has been raining cats and dogs for a few weeks now felt so good.But not to mention that my back started hurting from all that traveling.. but I